Papillion Vol. 2-3 (Miwa Ueda, Betsufure)
This series doesn’t have the best reputation but I still like it a lot. My understanding is that people don’t like the guidance counselor, Ichijiku because he’s older than our protagonist, Ageha, which implies he has questionable motivations behind his interest in being her life coach. And also, some of the methods he employs to help her grow seem dubious. I actually agree with this but for me Ichijiku is the main the draw to this series because in theory he’s the perfect guy but not actually. However, despite his problems he still provides insight and produces results that benefit Ageha in a positive way. For instance, he explains to her why her feelings towards another guy, Ryusei, are insincere using her own self-defeatist actions. And yeah, he stages a fake event but it helps bring Ageha and her parents closer together.
As a result of Ageha’s renewed and secure relationship with her parents, she becomes confident enough to admit she no longer cares about Ryusei and for her to admit her feelings for Ichijiku, which he begrudgingly returns. Much of the rest of volume 3 charters the ups and downs that their relationship goes through as a result of Ageha’s twin sister Hana and her meddling. It’s revealing how easily Hana is able to fool and get under the skin of our leads. Their relationship really is completely superficial. Ageha spends most of her time smiling at herself and reveling in warm, fuzzy feelings of love. As soon as her comfort zone is disrupted, she starts feeling insecure, does something immature, and the cycle repeats.
The fact of the matter is that Ageha isn’t confident or mature enough to be dating a guy like Ichijiku. He’s just out of her league from an emotional growth standpoint and their intimate relationship is causing her more harm than good. It’s really a case where the relationship should have remained professional. Comically, another guidance counselor is brought into the story to help Ageha deal with her issues. He preaches about accepting oneself and others and letting love take its natural course without worrying about whether it works out or not. While Ageha does need to hear this warm message of acceptance, it’s hard to swallow because of Hana. I mean we can’t accept someone who is inexplicitly deceitful and cruel but can we accept Ageha knowing that she may be Hana in disguise?
But at the end of the day the lead couple has to resolve their differences and Ichijiku, using his attune sense of emotional understanding and ability to sweet talk, restores comfort to the relationship. While I’m sure this made casual shoujo fans swoon I’m pretty sure nothing has changed and our leads are back where they started. Ageha will continue to struggle with herself as she tries to hold onto the perfect guy. Another round of misery is around the corner and I can’t wait to see it play out.
We Were There Vol. 2 (Yuki Obata, Betsucomi)
Summer break has begun but Nanami’s days are surprisingly boring. All she does is lay around waiting for rehearsal days because on those days she gets to see Yano, or at least she assumes. It’s the slow moments like these that set this series apart from the rest, the moments in between the dramatic and romantic bits. It makes all the difference when Yano is nearby and Nanami’s inner feelings awake. True she’s conflicted by his different faces but ultimately it makes him more human and frankly, more mysterious. After they get together, Nanami becomes overwhelmed with emotions. Not just when Yano is near her but all the time. She can’t even sleep the night after he confesses. Life for Nanami is no longer dull, it is emotionally charged. Yano truly is the cure for boring summer days.
It may shock you to know that Yano has his own method of dealing with reality: sleep. We’re shown a fragmented dream sequence that reveals bits of Yano’s past like how he met and befriended Nana and some of the memorable moments they shared. Perhaps unsurprisingly, these include sexual, heroic, and even vaguely philosophical moments but there’s also the tragedy at the end of it. That is the constant reminder that these dreams are regressive because at the end of them, he is still alone. But now he has Nanami to greet him upon awakening. And hey, together they too can discuss what happiness means. Nanami even offers a new perspective: it’s something that warms your heart.


